Morning Star
It's early October the air is unusually warm at 45 F degrees, from what I remember the weather to be as it was before I left 11 years ago. I just finished a wonderful 35 minute run through silent woods, Lake Smith, permafrost bogs and fields of fire weed gone to the wind. I returned to the car I left parked over looking the south and west of Interior Alaska and marvel at the sight of
two robins waiting by the side of the woods. I know these migratory birds as the very first voice of spring when the call of "
cheerily cheerily" can be heard upon the on coming rush of springs euphoria; so it is amazing to see them still here after temperatures have dropped to 22 F with snow and the surface of small ponds has frozen
The
Kingdom Comes like a long dark wait for the first rays of the early morning sun; it is said that the darkest moments are just before the dawn and this time of darkness has its roots in a primeval darkness that defies description; I originally thought it began before I left Korea, now I'm finding that it is rooted in a time before I left Alaska and now the rays of the Immortal Son shine deep into a grave with a yawn cavern that extends to a time before my birth.
It is finished and all the power of death and hell can't stop the Son from rising. Today I touched the face of God when I walked into a class room of children who define the future world. I wrote about driving the car that I have and having it totally lose power and control last weekend. It was a message to me that I never had control of the car or my life to begin with because everything right down to the very spot the car rolled to a stop was perfectly arrange by my Loving Merciful Father in Heaven. I can look back on that terrifying moment with gratitude knowing that it was necessary for this to happen because it was a rehearsal for things to come. It is necessary for all power and control to remain with my Loving Heavenly Father because what has been happening is a transfer of authority back to the Author of All Light, Love and Life.
It's exactly as I imagined it, an
incredibly sharp blade is passing through the very substance of space and time dividing apart the world of spirit. People who have attached themselves to a counterfeit god are now finding themselves helplessly falling into an abyss without bottom; a grave that has been waiting for all who love to sleep in the light. I hate to see people lose out on eternity with He who watches over me, cares for my every move and provides for my ever need; but most of these people who are losing out have walked on the most precious thing in the entire universe. When I was powerless to save myself from a death sentence my Father came to the rescue by taking my death sentence in my place. "Amazing love how can it be that the Immortal should die for me" an not just me but everyone.
It is the most fearful thing in the universe to knowingly cast away this gift, yet I know of those who are caught by a darkness that is pulling them into a gave without escape; their only hope is in the Son of Man yet they claim to know Him and now there is a frightening voice heard saying, "
I know him and I know Jesus but who are you?" It is these people who have caused so many to go away from Jesus and I was one of them. These church people have been the bane of my life; it is these people who have caused my life to suffer the most and now they are caught and like the spirits that have them, are trying to take as many into the abyss where they are heading.
I'm not ashamed of the fact that Jesus Christ is the One who saved my life, taking me out of making street drugs and giving me His Spirit to transform me into a teacher for very young children.
Yes today I touched the face of my God Jesus when little children road on my back as I played a horse and they were my riders. It was a honor to hear them speak their first understanding of "Go straight, turn left and turn right" I am honored and deeply grateful to my heavenly Father for sending Jesus Christ who is my God in the form of a man. Now my prayer is that I can be like my Father so He can touch and heal a hurting world lost in the dark web that Satan has trapped so many people in.
The Son is rising and the huge wave I have already witnessed is approaching fast. There is no escape except to hide behind the Rock that will be the only thing to break the mighty force of what is happening. Riding on the perfectly smooth surface of the gigantic wave is fearful and awesome and its shining surface towers over the land in a silence no one can hear. It will leave nothing man made behind; it will take all life with it and only those who have the Breath of Life and remain behind the Rock will escape in the intense surge.