Tuesday, December 30, 2008 12:58:07 PM

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 The Calm Before The Swarm

 

My Friends These Days 

Standing just a few feet away we like the same field to visit in

Who am I? If I seek only desires associated with my physical wants, am I any different than a virus? However, if I seek the desire of an eternal unchanging love and concern for that which is other than my physical association, do I not become as that which is eternal and never dies? I have been given a chance to come back to a place that is wanting in the later and I have been given all that is necessary to satisfy my physical wants but I'm left empty, devoid of life and emerging from a grave each morning.

 The summer in the Arctic is sweet, brilliant always busy with growth and work that can only happen in the short three months given. These days there is a great sadness in the air as all the song birds and geese make their way south. Life is closing up for the onset of the deep sleep of winter.

I have lived my life's purpose for 11 years in Korea where each day was filled with cheerful interpersonal life working with children. It is my purpose in life, this work with children; if I'm cut off from this purpose then I'm cut off from the very eternal unchanging love and concern for that which conveys infinite unchanging love. 
 
Yes, I have been given this rare chance to taste deeply of the wondrous life in the arctic but it is a taste for myself and not for others. Here in Alaska there are children who are in deep need, literally starving for the substance of eternal unchanging love but the nature of society in the west has built a barrier around these children making sure they never can be touched by eternal unchanging love. I have been here in Alaska almost 6 months and I'm dying form lack of connection with a collective society that loves their children.
 
The west is not like the east and there is something happening that I can't stop even though I have sought the very powers of heaven to intervene. By the grace of God I have forestalled an onslaught of forces that have been seeping into the west and the lives of the people here but it may be my efforts are all for nothing; what has been a seep will soon turn into a swarm that nothing but the unified heart felt prayers of a nation after they have been reduced to subservient pawns to an influence that God appears to be permitting.
 
My heart is sad for so many of the good people I have met here in the west and pray their strength not fail as they are turned over to an alien influence without regard for God or others. I saw this coming and spent 10 years of my life trying to forestall its arrival. I have wondered why my efforts failed and now that I'm back in the west, I can understand my failure; many people in the west have priorities other than eternal unchanging love and concern for that which is other than their physical desires. Correcting this requires exposure to a force that holds the same misaligned priorities but powered by an influence that no army or military device can stop. I have already witnessed western people caught in this network of alien influence they have no power to fight and it's frightening. They are forced to work under unbelievable conditions in what amounts to slave like service. The law of the United States are broken yet this alien force keeps pushing forward. What is this alien force and where did it come from? This dark force is the resulting fruits sown by the fathers and forefathers of today's western people.
 
Perhaps I was given a chance to clear my conscience of any guilt real or imagined for my part in bringing this voracious swarm into the US and other western nations; in deep retrospection I can remember as a child having a love for nature and deep hate for wars like the Vietnam war that I did everything to avoid. Now that I have come to grips with the force coming out of Korea into the west, I understand the duel nature of Korean influence; there is the benign and benevolent aspect of Korean culture which like the Chinese keep to themselves and respect their culture but unknown to the western mind this aspect of Korean culture stays in the North part of the country with a growing disdain for the repulsive way a faction of their people are selling their souls to consume the world. If you ever doubt that people in the west have their thinking done for them by a force similar to the invading swarm of compromised Koreans, just check the level of love for people in North Korea. North Koreans are ashamed of the way a faction of their people have sold out their culture, children and families just to be like the people from the west who came so long ago and planted a seed in blood.  If you knew the truth you would understand that North Korea has taken steps to stop the spread of the swarm of what is departing their land and heading for America leaving their culture, families, nationality and children all behind to become the grim reapers in the same way the the US did in Korea on April 3, 1948.
 
I can't stop the on coming swarm but I can seek to be as close to ground zero as possible; much better to die in a flash with those you love. I wish I could let people in American know how to combat the swarm but any attempt on my behalf would certainly lead to actions akin to misguided genocide. At this time it looks more and more like I'm going to have to cast myself into the forces of nature and trust the Hand of He who controls the sun and stars for it was He that became the Son of Man so we could stand in the day of darkness knowing that what was sown by our forefathers in blood can only be over come by His Blood.
 



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The mind never puts forth greater power over itself than when, in great trials, it yields up calmly its desires, affections, interests to God. There are seasons when to be _still_ demands immeasurably higher strength than to act. Composure is often the  ighest result of power. Think you it demands no power to calm the stormy elements of passion, to moderate the vehemence of desire, to throw off the load of dejection, to suppress every repining thought, when the dearest hopes are withered, and to turn the wounded spirit from dangerous reveries and wasting grief, to the quiet discharge of ordinary duties? Is there no power put forth, when a man, stripped of his property, of the fruits of a life's labors, quells discontent and gloomy forebodings, and  erenely and patiently returns to the tasks which Providence assigns?

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