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It is helpful to write things that clear matters up and help others make it to a better life; along this path facing reality can be a bit tough. No people understand how tough life can be on a day to day basis than the people of my neck of the woods. You have to deal with the everyday challenges compounded by the matter that the plastic bag you are carrying your lunch in just crumbled like it was made of egg shell because that is what happens when you expose it to temperatures that plunge to -45 or lower on a regular basis. It is also nice to find your face warming up after a two hour ski trip in sub zero temperatures because the moisture in your breath has frozen to the beard on your face making the 32 degree ice feel much nicer that the real -30 degree weather that froze it there.
So you see, I can move between extreme topics the same way that people up here move between -30 and +75 in seconds as you take out the trash.
November 17, 2009
From my mom's death to the deep arctic night there is so much to write down as my mother exhorted me to do so long ago. The creepy talons of a beast are keenly felt between the icy shadows that stretch so long this time of year. Yep, there is no doubt about it, this world up here is tough for a man to live in; it takes a keen knowledge of science, technology and creativity to make it through. The awesome beauty of the far arctic north is the fact that any woman up here must be a scientific engineer to survive or lean on a strong man who is to get their dogs and children fed.
It is very strange to live in the western world. This isn't my world, it is totally alien to me. Physical memory shows that I must have an older brother and two younger sisters yet there is no indication of their existence even though I have made attempts to make contact. I have an older Korean brother-in-law and family but I know exactly what they are doing and how they are at any given instant. My brother-in-law is working hard and is very healthy. My younger sister-in-law is also having a time of renewed life as in recent times she has made a trip to the big city of Seoul. My mother-in-law is very healthy and working hard to serve the needs of her oldest son whom she lives with. My cousin-in-law has just returned from his time of being an intern professor in the Netherlands. I know all this right now but I have no clue about the genetic signature that is suppose to link me to some people in this extremely disconnected western society.
The next step is to discuss M.O.B. and how it related to W.O.B and maybe even W.O.B.B.L.E as in the state of the world. If you can check out the link to M.O.B. you can guess what is coming up here very soon.
Notes: X who need to trance channel spirits to get their writing done. X who proclaims they love the darkness. Men who are slaves to physical desires (not needs) over the very Source of Life. In this future writing it is clear that many men have failed and the search is still on for a man who is not ruled by a woman . Women have failed but I have met more honorable women than I have men; why is this?
I guess this is like giving a chance for some particular people I know to step into the Light before continuing to define the beauty of how the light plays through the deep waters; every free diver knows that the deeper you go the pressure increases, the sun light shifts to violet and your heart slows down to conserve oxygen.
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