Wednesday, January 28, 2009 12:01:08 AM

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Yesterday After Tomorrow

 

 

The Wilderness of Humanity

 

My Father is no fool, whatever I do He is swift to cultivate the good and prune out the bad. I need to write this as a way to clear my thoughts on what has transpired since my last entry. In my efforts to secure basic things like on going work with children, basic health care and employment security it appears that I have made a an error. Because of my faith I believe it is right to honor promises made and in my present situation, I made a commitment to return to Korea to teach knowing a time lay ahead in the US when school breaks make it difficult to maintain contact with students. However, I have mentioned that I returned to the US in an effort to impart the love a security I knew in Korean culture to a world of needy people in the west. What I have returned to is the antithesis of that love and security I once knew in Korean culture. I find myself in a frightening world with a frantic process in action that now makes sense of what I suspected while back in the US.

Koreans here are in a frenzy of disorganized building, spending and wasting of energies on all levels including financial, human efforts but most frightening, spiritual honesty and integrity. As I saw in the US, Koreans are using the obfuscation afforded by the churches they affiliate with as a channels to facilitate the mass immigration efforts. There is no sense of Godly purity in these church groups but rather a pseudo-Christian facade which they put forth to hide these efforts to get Koreans into the west.

I now find myself right in the middle of the most intense effort to copy conservative Christian practices, imitate every nuance of its appearance with the shocking realization that some of the most honored and trusted western Bible Colleges and Seminaries are being bought out by very powerful and influential Korean power holders. The school where I find myself has many frighten and confused western teachers all running around acting as building workers and common laborers to haul desks, chairs and books up many flights of stairs in fridge buildings that are being bought quickly and moved into while work on building is still going on. All teachers including myself are expected to have organized lessons ready in two days without academic resources to accomplish this goal.

Koreans are not fools, they find that the west affords protection of religious groups and as with many other cults they populate the host country with their people who will assimilate every corner of the west by taking advantage of the legal protections.

My trip here has been a shock awakening to something I fell asleep to while in the States. The unfortunate thing is westerners can't tell the difference between Koreans and other Asian people especially the Chinese and Japanese. Koreans are the only group with people in their churches and businesses that have clearly told me that they are making their way into the west for the prime objective to take over while the west is at its weak point having polluted itself with drugs, immorality and family decay.

One part of me sees their efforts as a cure to some of the problems in the west but now that I'm here, I realize that if money can be made from an already established western activity, they will use that practice to gain more money even though it be illegal; this includes prostitution, selling drug related paraphernalia.

Writing this is like trying to observe the frenzied activity of piranhas feasting on a trapped beast it its waters. I will chalk my current situation up to an effort to keep a promise to a contract that proved to be contrary to God's will as I packed just two days before departure. I don't know how I will get out as I get closer and closer to the gleaning sweeps of many sharp teeth trying to detect if I viable bait. I must trust that He who watches over His children watches over me and I plead for His mercy and forgiveness with hopes of escape.

 

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If I take the wings of the morning, and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea: even there shall Thy hand lead me, and Thy right hand shall hold me.--PS. cxxxix. 9, 10.

 

 

 

I cannot lose Thee! Still in Thee abiding,
The end is clear, how wide soe'er I roam;
The Hand that holds the worlds my steps is guiding,
And I must rest at last in Thee, my home.

E. SCUDDER.

 

 

 

How can we come to perceive this direct leading of God? By a careful looking at home, and abiding; within the gates of thy own soul. Therefore, let a man be at home in his own heart, and cease from his restless chase of and search after outward things. If he is thus at home while on earth, he will surely come to see what there is to do at home,--what God commands him inwardly without means, and also outwardly by the help of means; and then let him surrender himself, and follow God along whatever path his loving Lord thinks fit to lead him: whether it be to contemplation or action, to usefulness or enjoyment; whether in sorrow or in joy, let him follow on. And if God do not give him thus to feel His hand in all things, let him still simply yield himself up, and go without, for God's sake, out of love, and still press forward.

J. TAULER.

 

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