Wednesday, January 28, 2009 12:01:08 AM

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"Perfect Actions"

Wondrous Creation

 

Iguaçu Starry Night
Image Credit & Copyright : Babak Tafreshi ( TWAN )


The short piece of music attached to this page comes from an album by Moodswings called "Psychedelicatessen." The song it comes from is called "God Knows What I Want" a rather beautiful heart felt song of prayer even though it is found on an album that is as far from the category of Christian music as day is from night. It was discovered during a time in my life when I sought out every hint of God's voice in the most unsuspecting places. I do this because I was changed from a life of making "recreational pharmaceuticals" to that of a school teacher over night. I was changed after an encounter with the Mafia who threatened to take my body apart slowly if I didn't purify cocaine for them. My conversion happened in a kitchen while I was all alone and NOT in some church. This event defined the pattern of my life as as a Christian that from that time on.

I had no church or other Christians to guide me or tell me what I should do after my conversion so I simply opened the Bible and I found the words, "Go sell all you own and go into the world to tell everyone the Good News" about what happened in my life. So I did that. I sold everything I owned and began a journey of just a few days that lasted for ten years. During that time I learned one very important lesson. When God acts to help me He always used people who weren't religious, didn't claim to be Christians or go to church; they were simply everyday people of the world like the beer drinking truck driver who gave up is sleeper for me to sleep in for two days while he slept in the drivers seat and daily bought be my meals.

It became a rule that every time God wanted to show me His love he used "non-church" people and every time I met a Bible thumping Christian they were quick to dump me on the road saying, "Well God bless ya son and keep up the good work!" as they drove off and left me in the dust.

Now to be completely honest, there were those very rare and I mean RARE times when a professing Christian picked me up and actually help me out; but in the ten years of hitch hiking and telling people my story, there were only two Christians who went out of their way to insure I was safe and protected. One was a Christian business man (which I thought was an oxymoron..ha!) who let me stay at his apartment for a few weeks and eventually helped me get settled into the community helping others. The second was a Bible school student (nothing in the Bible about Bible schools) that literally urged me to make application to a Bible College in Alberta Canada and the event was life changing.

The long and short of this story, it's has been thirty five years since that life changing event with the Mafia when I called out in the most powerful Name in the universe.


 

After wrestling with pain associated with the titanium screws, rods and bolts that "supposedly" hold my spine together, I'm beginning to see it as a very barbaric internal device of torture. No pain medication can make it go away and there are some days when the pain is not there and other days when I can hardly get out of bed.

Today began a different day as the pain drove me to my knees where I find it the most appropriate posture to seek the attention and mercy of my all powerful heavenly Father. After a very lengthy time of pleading my case before Him, I paused to listen and with that unique very "still small voice" I discerned the direction to get up and get going with the work for the day; which was the organization, sorting, packing and storage of all my belongings. Why was I asked to pack my things? Well out of simple logic, I have come to the end of my employment as an itinerant teacher of elementary school children and entered that state of existence known in the west as "unemployment"

 

It has become apparent that there is a reason behind building this web page that goes beyond my understanding; not unlike following the directions your Father who happens to be an engineer with a degree in advanced theoretical physics. As a child in the beginning, my questions were frequently answered but as I grew older He explained to me that within this system He designed there was something that needed to be fixed and time within the system was limited; with gentle yet firm love, He told me that it was more urgent to follow His instructions regarding system correction.and the answers to my questions would come once my task was completed.

Because of this, I have found that my web page contain many parts, far too many than I can consider. As per my fathers directions I had build all parts thinking that each was an independent unit complete in itself; however I now discover this is not the case. Inside is a history, a very unique history about events that took place just before my birth and culminating in events that must take place in order to set things right. Most people involved in this history have died or are dying; the history was passed down to me across one generation to hand to another who will be the recipients of the fall out from the earlier history. The fall out can't be prevented but educated people with a conscience still intact can prepare for what has been happening now for many years and must be fulfilled to allow order and balance to return to the west.

My people are special, a unique minority who are greatly misunderstood. People of the west frequently fear that which they can't understand, so it is the wish of my people to make clear their dreams, wishes, prayers and hopes. It is an honor to be able to open a portal to view a world where humanity lives in harmony with nature according to my Father's wishes.


As a foot note: I'm installing the Google site Search Engine on my pages so other can find topics on my page that is more than 10 years in writing. I lost track of what is in my web site and never did develop a site map. Only in the past few years have I made an effort to keep a history yet with the search engine I have discovered material I forgot I had even written. I have now found out that my site on the Internet contains a lot of documentation that isn't on my local hard drive because the site has remained there while I have gone through a number of computers and in so doing lost many files that are still on the site.

I hope to make a site wide correction associated with my html learning curve. My index page changes all the time and in the early years I never changed the page title and just left it as ar.htm because it was related to my ar = amateur radio hobby. Now I'm going back and writing the titles on the pages in place of the "ar" code I was using.

This page is important to me because it represents the story that I was instructed to "Go into the world and tell." The next thing I need to install is a button so others can become part of a miracle. God knows that I have made a major transition from a secure life in Korea as a teacher with a steady job, now that I'm back in the west, I'm struggling with the fact that western people are not into education like the Koreans who send their children to school 6 days a week for no less than 12 hours a day. Thus the summer break is forcing me to depend upon miracles.

I began a web design business and I'm hoping to spin a few pages to keep myself going just like the main fellow who wrote the New Testament. While he was going around telling people how he went from being a murderer of Christians to a minister who eventually imprisoned for telling the Good News and later had to write all his letters from jail which were collected and later published as the most famous book in the world.

If I make it through this summer it will be a miracle because some people visited my web page for Web Design and wanted some pages made in land of the Midnight Sun, or it will be a miracle like a friend of mine who went to my business page and clicked on the web page shopping button and sent me a birthday gift of a sizable amount of money; it was a wonderful gift and a miracle to receive.

I do hope with all my heart that something I write here helps inform someone of something they never knew or helps them understand that I'm a Christian who has some serious struggles with what is called the "church" in the west. I really don't want people to miss out on the greatest gift in the universe because a bunch of religious people go to a meeting for about an hour each Sunday. It's not what is written in the Book I read. People who "claim" to be Christians should be meeting with each other regularly and sharing all they have in common while they share their meals every day; this is certainly not the description of the big building down the street with the cross on top.

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This part of my web site is not for profit, but if anyone would like to contribute to an effort to help children of the west gain the priceless virtue found in ancient Korean culture, the link below is a channel by which you can help.

 

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It Begins In Light

 


English Lessons

From the Days When

Meaning Was Conveyed Gracefully

 

And what doth the Lord require of thee, but to do justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with thy God?--MICAH vi. 8.

Put on therefore... kindness, humbleness of mind, meekness, long-suffering.--COL. iii. 12

 

 

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Plant in us an humble mind,
Patient, pitiful, and kind;
Meek and lowly let us be,
Full of goodness, full of Thee.

C. WESLEY.

 

 

 

There is no true and constant gentleness without humility; while we are so fond of ourselves, we are easily offended with others. Let us be persuaded that nothing is due to us, and then nothing will disturb us. Let us often think of our own infirmities, and we shall become indulgent towards those of others.

François de Salignac de la Mothe Fénelon

Endeavor to be patient in bearing with the defects and infirmities of others, of what sort soever they be; for that thyself also hast many
failings which must be borne with by others. If thou canst not make thyself such an one as thou wouldest, how canst thou expect to have another in all things to thy liking?

Thomas à Kempis

 

 

 

 

© Bill Watterson

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