December 19, 2010

From the very beginning, I need to make clear my views regarding the immutable genetic uniqueness of men and women just so it's easier to digest. Naturally all people tend to view the world according to their various positive and negative experiences with groups of people; I'm no different. Up front I want to make it very clear that the women I have met since my return to the United States has been a daily majority; due to my occupation as an elementary school teacher where women are the majority. Yet of the many women, who seem to dominate this occupational field, only a precious few have shared in deeply meaningful intellectual conversations; of these conversations most were rich, sincere and deeply helpful. As far as men I have met since my return to the United States, in all honesty the unfortunate fact is there has been few and of those, they have been insignificant, shallow and ephemeral. Although I have had more helpful conversations with women co-workers, of the men I have met there has been one very special man who took the time to give me a phone call to inquire about matters important to my life. In this writing I touch upon various aspects of men and women, mostly from a scientific perspective; though science can produce rather black and white explanations of the world that appear blunt, the observations made herein are not meant to be offensive. I hope to elaborate upon the scientific observations of women that I have made in a later writing; this being done to clarify weaknesses and strengths found within a partner gender group who have unfortunately been left at the helm of a ship they were never meant to pilot; and all together it will be a comparison of women of the east and west with the tool of science to judge and evaluate the matter of "harmony with nature" and its ultimate design.

Why would someone write about a dowry? Well as an individual who has enjoyed long distance hiking, camping under quiet star filled skies and simple life in a mountain tent, I discovered that most of the years during which I could have had a family were absorbed in an unexpected outdoor odyssey where life in a tent became an unexpected way of existence for nearly ten years. Explaining this lengthy adventure in writing is briefly mentioned in my biography but it's far from detailed. It was during these ten crucial years between the ages of 27-37, that the prime reproductively viable part of my life was preserved; women never considered the practice of living in a tent to be indicative of habits necessary for producing the all essential resources necessary to foster a family. Because of this fact, I reached the end of life back in 2005 (to be explained later) without my DNA associated with another human life to this day. By a power far greater than myself, an effort is made to arrange life in the United States to maximize my ability to help children who are in serious trouble; I wish this were done in association with my related gender groups (men and/or women) who understand science, mathematics, and technology, but it's not a reality. This association with builders and mechanics (mostly men) naturally happens along with the parallel gender group (women) who alone possess the hallmark character of extracting a critical bit of information from the former group we will simply call "men" and use it to develop a new life to give birth to. It is critical to understand that without this tiny a bit of helpful genetic information from men, babies would be impossible for women to bring into this world...believe it or not.

At this time in my reorientation to life in the west, it seems that women's acquisition of that tiny bit of genetic information from men is translated into an all expense paid living ticket for the mother and baby once the man is so easily made to leave. From what I gather, many women seem to simply shop around for a source of genetic information capable of being a host secured for labour by government legislation and compelled to supply the essential life support revenue for both the mother and the offspring. What a deal, find any good strong man with the power of a plough horse and get him to do what is all too easy for the intellectually challenged to do and that is give up his genetic code in the place he can't stop thinking of, and you have the perfect life complete with housing, food and medical expenses and that is guaranteed regardless of where the man tries to run to. Pretty diabolical trap and way too easy for men who have no will power to stop falling into. I have spent time studying these absolutely bizarre efforts to completely neutralize the gene pool by women and men with the most recessive genotypes cross breeding with other men and women with the most extremely dominant genotypes. This kind of behaviour is totally incomprehensible to Koreans and not just myself..

I must admit that men are so careless in their distribution of this information, that women seem to see gathering this much needed genetic information as easy as taking their next breath. Even in Korea when asking middle school girls what they wanted to be when they grew up (a culturally irrelevant question in Korea because all women become mothers as an occupation; pure and simple without variance), they simply said that they would have babies and a nice house to raise them in. When I pressed them on "how" they were going to have babies, they just looked at me as it I was asking them if the sun would rise the next morning. To them having babies was simply a given, not different than growing taller after first grade or gaining adult teeth as the entered first grade. Girls in Korea just took having babies as something that all girls did without the slightest hint of its dependence upon a male to gather the necessary DNA in order to initiate the process. Korea has a far purer way of life in that all girls see their future role as mothers with babies and not corporate executives, politicians, university professors or the likes; yet their view is light-years away from the view that girls have in the United States. When questioning early childhood female students in the United States about their future, the kinds of answers I frequently receive don't fit into reality. One day in preschool, I asked a little boy what he wanted to be when he grew up and his answer was the most shocking statement I have heard uttered by the lips of a five year old, a statement which to this moment I take to heart. After asking him what he wanted to be when he grew up he said without a second to pause, "I don't want to grow up!" I thought, hummm... in this western world that may be a safe goal to pray for. Anyway, for me it seems interesting to explore a word that connects the two vastly different groups.

I look back to a time when this word was commonly used in connection with a father's great efforts to augment their female off spring's worth by making their daughters maritally marketable. This effort to increase their daughter's worth and value was accomplished through the act of gathering large sums of money and valuable material possessions to attract the interest of a prospective husband; in a very real sense a father had to gather money and valuable possessions to attach to his daughter in the same way a fisherman baits a hook with something to attractive to make a fish bite. A hook by itself will be passed up by all fish but laden the hook with all kind of things that fish find delicious and you can catch a supper. I recently spoke with a friend who claims to be a Christian about his holiday plans. He simply said the innocuous statement that his family was going up to visit his mother and father. Not unusual or surprising, a rather natural common place event for a holiday activity. However when speaking about one of his younger son's, he said that this son was going to spend Christmas at his girl friend's house. I though, "Say What!? Stay at his girl friend house and be guaranteeing there would be no hanky panky?" I don't think so. Then it dawned on me that America's all pervasive decaying moral values have reduced the dowry of the girl's father to a down payment made by the girl using the "oldest business transaction in the world." The light goes on...finally. Now I understand that instead of giving money to increase a daughters worth, parents in the west just let the daughter practice some old fashion capitalistic "free enterprise" by giving her future husbands a premarital "down payment" in bed. Yikes in Korea this could mean the death sentence if a father catches a daughter or son doing this, and that is in a Confucian non-Christian country. In the U.S. I wouldn't give two cents for the church or western "Christianity."

As sad as it seems, fathers had to seriously plan well in advance to save money not for college but as a kind of bribe to get some guy to save his daughter from a life time of slavery in sordid market places. Women by nature are born to bear children as their immutable genetic predisposition prevents them from acquiring or possessing technically related cerebral functions associated with science and mechanics; need I point you in the direction to investigate the population of "world class" female scientists, engineers, mathematicians, or auto mechanics. [ A side note with regards to female scientists. Frequently people will mention Madame Sklodowska Curie and her alleged discovery of radium to vindicate women’s' scientific capabilities, yet anyone who closely researches her life will discover a close relationship between the efforts of her husband to make such discoveries and his death and her ascension. (Pierre Curie died in Paris on the 19 April 1906. He tried to run across the street while it was raining, but he slipped, and then was hit and run over by a horse drawn vehicle. His skull was badly fractured) On 13 May 1906 the Sorbonne physics department decided to retain the chair that had been created for Pierre Curie and they entrusted it to Madame Curie together with full authority over the laboratory. This allowed her to emerge from Pierre's shadow. From Wikipedia ] Now we look at world class pilots, ahhh Amelia Earhart; and some people laugh at the idea that Koreans believe a woman's place is in the house as being retrograde and primitive.

Even the Bible makes mention of gaining access to heaven in association with men, but women gain access by "virtue" (hope this isn't an oxymoron) of giving birth to children. This verse is frequently twisted into other meanings and it is done so by women or by men married to women. (sorry to have to say men married to "women" but now that I'm back in the west, it is possible for men and women to marry anything; hard to believe? I honestly met a woman who had an official marriage to her flute.) I dare say, I challenge any man who is free from physical desires (like the writer of the aforementioned verse) to carefully consider what this means.

I can understand dowry perfectly well since I have recently come from Korea where dowries are still given by fathers. This ritual happens when the bride's father begins throwing large sums of money out the door of his house while the prospective husband goes through a rather humorous ritual called a "hahm" in which he dresses up in a comical way. This ritual has the prospective husband dressing up in an amusing manner while wearing a mask made from a dry flat squid, (I know this sounds gross to people in the west but let's just assume it's a plain mask which has special meaning to Koreans) with eye holes cut out so he can see to dance for her in front of his house; the more comical the prospective husband performs, the more money the father throws out the door for him to gather. The uniqueness of Korean marriage has the man publicly proving his worth for his bride by many acts that are interesting and special to Korean culture. The acts that a husband must demonstrate publicly involving his commitment and love for his wife are truly amazing and fascinating, something worth elaborating about in another writing.

So this little writing will address why women through early history have been hard to get rid of as they can't do farm work and have no talent with technical matters. However, history does prove that they are the masters of the oldest business in the world and in this deeply ingrained skill I find the current world totally messed up as men have thrown away their acquired "dowry" and squandered it on women who are not worth a dowry. Because of this women have discovered that they can generate their own "dowry" by using the one thing that some men seem to think of for twenty-four hours a day in the west and frequently in just about every part of the world; yep, simple things amuse simple minds. I feel sorry for women who find that these days they have to scrape the bottom of the barrel to find men who are worth while only to come up with men (term used lightly) who act more like animals than humans.

Men have lost connection with the most important relationship in the universe and claim to be husbands until he lets his mind get so messed up that he forgets his place in the natural order of things. I have returned to a world where women are in control and play the part of puppet masters and many men are dancing at the end of their string; I say many but not all. From my research, there are few countries where men still take responsibility for trying to support the life their honourable wives deserve; places like North Korea (as South Korea struggles with its strings being pulled by the United States in it's very messed up condition) and other places like Islamic countries.

What I have found is a connection between procreation and war. The more babies you make the more of someone else's babies and people must die. So from the beginning of time, men mindlessly march off to war and death all because of what they do in the bedroom. The only "glitch" in the equation of bedroom frivolity and war comes with man's natural propensity for making bigger swords and larger guns. In 1946 when mankind made the first nuclear device with the capacity to simultaneously destroy the people and babies of the land they were taking control of, they (men and women) suddenly realized that this bomb was so powerful that it meant the destruction of their own bedrooms along with the babies and people of the lands being nuked. This fact was made clear in the policy of nuclear war when countries reached a point where they were certain they had enough nuclear fire power to totally annihilate their enemy and likewise their enemy possessed sufficient nuclear weapons to insure the complete destruction of their opposing enemy. The term for this state of nuclear retaliatory ability was called Mutually Assured Destruction or simply MAD. Yep, this is the wonderful miracle of nuclear weapons and nuclear defence. Because the United States and Russia (the former Soviet Union during the Cold War era) reached this state on nuclear destructive capability, having so much nuclear fire power that they could insure the world become a virtually uninhabitable place filled with radioactive fall out making earthly life impossible and very well initiating a "nuclear winter or nuclear ice age." Once it was certain that no one would be able to capture land and resources for the babies produced in bedrooms, the force of war was transmuted into a state of peace and disarmament. For the first time in human history mankind’s civilization had reached a nuclear technologic rite of passage to planetary maturity.

The response of Russia was exemplary as Михаил Сергеевич (Mikhail Gorbachyov) initiated glasnost and perestroika giving more freedoms to the Russian people and eventually contributed to decreased tensions between the U.S. and Russia. In the end the outcome of two major world powers confronting the reality of planetary annihilation precipitated a response by the side that had been first is so many scientific advancements to also be the first to reach technologic maturity by willingly laying down their capacity to destroy the U.S. and much of the world. There is a magic that happen when the outcome of war touches the bedrooms of those involved, it is truly the miracle of nuclear weapons and nuclear war, those who use them kill their own babies and burn their own bedrooms.

This matter directly affects my life as my step-daughters are in Korea while the United States is playing the part of "World Wide "Big Brother" (where the ruling elite ('the Party') wield total power for its own sake over the inhabitants) Take a look at the two pictures below, the first representative of "the ruling elite of Big Brother's world" and on the following image needs no introduction as it is a rendition of "Good Old Uncle Sam" of the United States.

Lord Kitchener's inspiration for "Big Brother"

Warmer Friendly (yet eerie) Reflection by the United States

This issue of the U.S. rejecting the progressive actions of Russia to "willingly" lay down nuclear arms and simply keep them as tokens of a nation that has reached planetary maturity and responsibility appears to vindicate my assumptions of what happens when a nation that abuses its children wind up with badly abused boys who grow into men with sick damaged minds. As stated in earlier writings, the United States government seems to have developed military assessment tests to weed out and locate men with the most twisted minds; men devoid of conscience willing to kill or harm anyone or any thing, men who were once severely abused children without a father to discipline or a mother to care; left homeless they grew up looking for refuge and discovered that good old Uncle Sam had a special mission for each and every one of them. Thus from the reports of those who work closest with families of military personnel, they respond with shock as they discover that the most abused children today are those who come from the ranks of men filling our government's military forces. It is heart breaking and down right shameful to be in a country where my small income from part time teaching is being used to finance a very real war where my daughters could be flash burned, vaporized, or die an agonizingly slow radiation death. What's going wrong? Why is the United States continuing to push its presence into the world killing those in their way and taking every nation with less power; in so doing, they act out the words "Ich bin Führer und keine andere" of the 1940s leader of Germany but amplifying the statement much more by expressing its ultimate desire "Heute haben wir Regel Welt von morgenden Geist." It's not an original idea or action because it happened long ago.

Since Christmas is so close, it may be best to tell the story of angels. Once upon a time there were angels and some were more important than others. All the angels had responsibilities and the most important of responsibilities was held by one very special angel with a very beautiful name. This very special angel was called "Son of the Morning" and he was sent to earth to lead military affairs.

This diabolical wrong has been working through a people who have claimed for centuries to be "God's chosen people." There is no doubt that this whole problem is not a matter that involves racial lines, national loyalties or political affiliation. No sir, this problem has even the elect deceived and some of the most deceived are people who claim to be very religious Christians. After living more than ten years outside this "Christian Nation" which claims to be "One Nation Under God" I have discovered the unobstructed Light defined by Love in a way I never knew before. Yes it's very true, while living in a nation with Buddhist temples, Zin meditation centres and the like but certainly not claiming to be a "Christian nation" I touched the face of the One who shapes the stars, earth and breathes life in to creation.

What me worried? Is it possible to make such claims in a country that "wields total power for its own sake over the inhabitants?" I have already been told by officials of the United States government that they know about and read my web page. At first I was flattered but when I consider the history I discovered and repetitively publish about their on going manipulation and control of foreign affairs with their mindless and heartless threats against Korea the land of my family, there is no way that I can remotely consider this material to be "flattering." If people still know what "red neck" means, I live in a land where it is uniquely peaceful. Why would I say that the interior of the frozen arctic is peaceful? Well, like the foregoing discussion regarding the policy of Mutually Assured Destruction   and nuclear weapons, everyone up here packs a gun. The reasons are most related to a simplistic mentality relating to the uneducated who think there is a ten foot tall wild ferocious grizzly bear behind every tree, even though it's winter. However, some life in the arctic is equivalent to life in a world where people think they are free to kill animals to fill their bellies when the supermarket is just a mile away. However, in the eleven years of life in Korea away from the fresh clean air of winter, social life has changed up here where "the road end" and you just can't run any further. I have returned to a society of "men" who now find breaking hunting regulations too easy. I have been witness to men who have shot moose just to enjoy watching an animal die. Sad and pathetic? I would say so, yet this is a sample of the kind of men who fill the armed forces of the U.S., people who have no regaard for the sanctity and fragility of life.  Everyone here is real polite because no one wants to get blown away by a drunk packing a gun or wild brain damaged Vietnam Vets who packs guns just to quell their unstable anger. 

The Arctic could be a nice place to raise a family if there were a stable healthy social structure that knew how to get out doors and make the most of the clean pure beauty. Unfortunately what I have found is there are way too many people up here who subscribe to the "America - Love it or Leave it" philosophy. It would might be amusing to tell them,  "I have already done that by changing my nationality to Korean so I could return and make a great effort to "try" and set as much right as possible; not just to see American become a healthy psychologically stable family member among a planetary family of peoples and nations but to see them refrain from their inhumane tendency to treat other people like they do animals in the far north. My dream, hope, aspirations are to see the U.S. recover from what ails it through a commitment to try and help the children who are the helpless wounded of America. The children of the U.S. are the future of this country and I DO want to see this country have a better future otherwise I wouldn't be here. I guess I can't make it clear enough, I came back to the United States NOT because it was an easy thing to do but rather I came back for the same reason Frodo Baggins had to go to Mordor. I see an infection from the west spreading throughout South Korea destroying a ten thousand year old beautiful cultural heritage, one that was clearly visible upon my arrival in 1998 but one that became more and more distorted as each year past. When you go to the many places in the country where Korean culture is actively preserved, it is easy to see the health, stability and vitality of an ancient nation that has learned the hard lesson of how to live with each other and give up some of their individual interests for the good of the national family.

Few people in the west understand the geopolitical structure of Korea; this is an unfortunate result of many different reasons among them being: lack of family unity, divorce, child abuse, poorly educated people, a lack of conscience to name a few. This writing is an effort to convey information that is accurate and by that I mean information that is true. How can you be sure it's true? Well the first essential way to be sure anything is true is to go back through the brief list of contraindications associated with the list in the first sentence of this paragraph and correct any that may be troubling your life; lack of family unity cane be a burden and divorce painful both make understanding what I write difficult. Child abuse is rampant for which an article I found posted on a wall makes clear. If these forgoing issues are not in your life then a check of conscience is essential and as far as poor education goes, this material I write is simply an educational lesson that is meant to help correct a problem so my daughters don't get killed by a nuclear war in Korea.

This is where "the rubber meets the road", "the buck stops".

Now the world is on the brink of its first nuclear war, do you SERIOUSLY think that the world is going to "standby" and just let the United States nuke North Korea? NO there is always friendships and relationships with neighbouring countries who stand back and look at North Korea as a mature son facing a "rite of passage" that they consider to be far too barbaric, yet North Korea understands why the stand aloof as if not caring. They all care just as they have gone through the same abuse from the same bully at one time; yet they were much bigger and definitely powerful compared to North Korea's small territorial presence. It just doesn't seem fair unless the secret of "Ah'-ree-rahng" holds for them. These neighbouring countries of China and Russia have deep memories that cause them to fondle their nuclear arsenals.

The United States has gained a very bad world reputation. During my eleven years away from this very sick country (where people kill their own babies which means they don't need enemies because they are their own worse enemy) people from many different countries say one of two say they are ashamed to admit that the government of their country is in league with the U.S or they say that they are thankful their government isn't in league and stands against the efforts of the U.S to dominate the world. No sir, what we have going here is the result of men failing to live lives where they gain a dowry before marriage and have given over the reins of control for everything to the "Great Whore" who threatens the world at large.

So as I go to and fro in the "western mess" I wonder where all the men have gone; the only ones I see pushing their chest out are the ones who have wives standing behind him with her high heels thrust squarely in his back to make him do so. Their talk is big but their mind and hearts are shallow. The thing that scares me most are the ones who claim to be very religious as they forcefully compel their children to attend adult Sunday services where they are expected to stay still and silent for more than an hour, forced to memorize Bible verses to mindlessly repeat before a congregation of people who applaud the efforts to abuse children with religious material which will certainly insure a future atheist will come into being; or worse, a worldly "Christian" who lives a life far from the truth of Love and fosters a family of hypocritical religious Bible thumpers for the future. Then after the church service I see them jump in their family sized pick up trucks complete with rifle racks and military base stickers on their windows; pretty frightening to think these men are the one serving a military that sees the world through "star spangled glasses" ready to nuke my children any time ..."if they aint Americans the shoot em."

Need a dowry....or maybe it's way too late.

At this time I'm writing faster than I can publish due to an unwanted vacation from school for which the west is famous; a time when all teachers breathe a sigh of relief and parents groan with disappointment. Pretty sad attitude to encounter after living in Korea where children are loved and worshiped and "once lived" in total safety; that is until lately when the Planetary Bully" of the U.S. military showed up. Knowing that their own children are suffering due to their own “home grown” parental abuse (both physically and psychologically), they are not going to let another country have children that will make their kids look bad. Anyway, the butchers who indiscriminately killed 80,000 farmers, wives, children in Korea back in 1948 when they first divided the country, have simply returned to finish up the unfinished slaughter of those they missed, those who escaped by running away to the north before their Korean puppet president Syngman Rhee ordered the bridges to the north be explosively demolished while his own people were still crossing over to the north.

I must keep in focus that this battle isn't against flesh and blood. No, this battle is against powers that are invisible and not stopped by weapons be they sticks or nukes. This evil has a definite singular personality which was in operation before my incarnation and has continued through three generations without changing. If I were dealing with the influence of this power, I would get on my knees and ask that I might be plunged into an ocean filled with the blood of the Only One who can open the eyes of the blind and empower the dyslexic to write. The only One who will allow you to look straight into the centre of the sun's solar disk to feel its warmth and peace then come away seeing clearer than ever before.

Yes, in 2005 I was hit by a car and my life ended, what happened after that can't be put in words. Some very kind Korean people found a broken body and helped be instrument in the hands of my Father who breathed life into a broken body. I died sometime ago but made a request to remain just a bit longer to try and help some hurting children. If this is blocked, I will drop this robe as it is a burden too heavy to bear. It is difficult to kill that which is dead but life returned to the land of the dead for a season at the Convergence.

Think for a moment.....What would you do if someone took your family and told you that you must make a choice, either you must sit and watch them be tortured to save your country or give your country up to be nuked to save your family; which would you choose?