Vacillating on Virginity

Over a month of silence on this web page. Silence for such a prolonged time can only be related to death. What caused this death? Everything in my life began shutting down when the acquired Korean Cultural understanding of virginity that I had grown familiar with, came into radical conflict with a residual image of virginity latent from my previous life in the west. Being here mired in the omnipresent moral sludge I grew up in began to impart its numbing effect to senses made more sensitive from the years of care I received in Korea .

The implications of this conflict are no small matter, as the very real prospects of remaining in this totalitarian toilet of twisted retrograde existence has left me feeling that nothing I can do, (especially with this web page) will have any affect upon the course this infectious mind set. Perhaps I calculated well the time when all this would suddenly reach a breaking point.

For now, I just need to change this page for there may be a few other thought I may post because I guess I think they have some ability to encourage a part of humanity to realize a simple truth. Virginity is taken so lightly in the west as to be nothing to consider or having absolutely no value or worthy at all. Without resorting immediately to cultural examples to support a contrary view, it is critical to note that virginity is as critical to nature's perfect balance as are the tides or the water cycle. In that statement what I'm trying to make clear, is the fact that all of nature's creatures are born of a female creature that was a virgin before conception. All creatures come into this world by a natural pure process; it's simply part of natural law to preserve virginity. It is a dangerous thing to “think” anyone or society is above natural law.

Whatever is happening must happen quickly. I'm running on borrowed time; time that I must return to the Lender soon.